Now that I think about you
Now I'm not so sure
Now that I think about this
Now this may seem immature
Now I'm not so sure
Now I don't know what to do
Now I'm very confused
Now I want to shed a tear
Now I haven't seen you-
Now it's been almost a full summer
Now that I kind of miss you
Now this makes me feel dumber
Now I wish I could tell you
Now I have some words to say-
Now we need to be alone
Now today would be the day!
I feel a raging jelousy
That burns deep within my soul!
About someone that I knew
With heart as pure as gold
I thought that time would heal the wounds
But inside my heart I scream
I wake up in the night, my heart pounding
Knowing that this is not a dream
Day and night
Night and day
My anger seems to be rising
Day and night
Night and day
I find it quite suprising-
They say that time heals all wounds
They say you should forget
But how can I forget about you?
My head aches and frets!
It goes here and it goes there filled with thoughts of you-
So why oh why can't I let you go?
Why are my words so few?
These summer days just don't seem to end
When will I see you again?
When we get back will things have changed?
Or did last school year just go to waste
I have often thought about seeing you again
If only this long summer would end
Late at night I'm deep in thought
Just listening to the clicking clock
It ticks away by the hour
When my few happy thoughts turn sour
I think of you and only you
Whenever I look up at the stars
I wonder where quite where you are...
Every minute of every day I think of you
Every minute of every day I am alone
Every minute of every day I want us to become two
Every minute of every day I want you to know
That no matter where I am I think of you
You don't escape my thoughts
I keep you in my heart
You tighten up my knots
I get nervous when I am with you
I don't know what to say
Every minute I am with you
I am speechless in every way
I miss you I miss you
What more can I say?
Every minute of every day I think about you far away
The emoations that you make me feel
I can't even describe
Happiness just seems so real
Time just passes by
I got to see you twice a week
When I was at school
But now that summer is passing by
Time seems to slip and drule
I want to call and talk to you
But you are so far away
If only I could whisper hello
It would make my day
I know my thoughts seem crazy
Being apart from you
But now I sit here hoping
That soon we will be two
Just you and I
And me and you
Sounds refreshing to the soul
Again I sit here hoping that I would win you in full
I don't feel sorry
Nor should I
I shouldn't feel sorry
Don't ask me why
I shouldn't feel sorry
For what I believe
I shouldn't feel sorry
Those words I can't retreave
I shouldn't feel sorry
Because I love this man
I shouldn't feel sorry
For being creative with my hands
I don't feel sorry
For following my dreams
I don't feel sorry
For being an artist as it seams
I will never be sorry for who I am
I wont turn away God's brilliant plan
I will never be sorry for being me
As strange as I am it's me who you meet
To wrap up all things that I have to say
I am not sorry for who I am today!
I hope that I didn't just miss it
The chances that we had together
The moments just seemed to slip away from me
Was I always this much under the weather?
You always came up to me
Smiled and looked me in the eye
I thought that maybe you would see
The secerets I keep which make me cry
You're golden hair
You're interesting way
Always made me want to stay
Why is this summer so unfair?
I realize how much that I want you
I want you holding me in you're arms
I realize now how much I need you
I need you now....
I don't understand
I thought this was easy
I know this sounds cheesy
I love you...
I didn't want to say it
I hope that we make it
I knew that my words were few
I love you....
I was in denial
I thought we were friends
It was futile
I love you...(To the earths ends)
I don't know what else to say
I hope that I didn't slip away
Life seems wonderful and fray
I love you...
Now that I think about you
Now I'm not so sure
Now that I think about this
Now this may seem immature
Now I'm not so sure
Now I don't know what to do
Now I'm very confused
Now I want to shed a tear
Now I haven't seen you-
Now it's been almost a full summer
Now that I kind of miss you
Now this makes me feel dumber
Now I wish I could tell you
Now I have some words to say-
Now we need to be alone
Now today would be the day!
I feel a raging jelousy
That burns deep within my soul!
About someone that I knew
With heart as pure as gold
I thought that time would heal the wounds
But inside my heart I scream
I wake up in the night, my heart pounding
Knowing that this is not a dream
Day and night
Night and day
My anger seems to be rising
Day and night
Night and day
I find it quite suprising-
They say that time heals all wounds
They say you should forget
But how can I forget about you?
My head aches and frets!
It goes here and it goes there filled with thoughts of you-
So why oh why can't I let you go?
Why are my words so few?
These summer days just don't seem to end
When will I see you again?
When we get back will things have changed?
Or did last school year just go to waste
I have often thought about seeing you again
If only this long summer would end
Late at night I'm deep in thought
Just listening to the clicking clock
It ticks away by the hour
When my few happy thoughts turn sour
I think of you and only you
Whenever I look up at the stars
I wonder where quite where you are...
Every minute of every day I think of you
Every minute of every day I am alone
Every minute of every day I want us to become two
Every minute of every day I want you to know
That no matter where I am I think of you
You don't escape my thoughts
I keep you in my heart
You tighten up my knots
I get nervous when I am with you
I don't know what to say
Every minute I am with you
I am speechless in every way
I miss you I miss you
What more can I say?
Every minute of every day I think about you far away
The emoations that you make me feel
I can't even describe
Happiness just seems so real
Time just passes by
I got to see you twice a week
When I was at school
But now that summer is passing by
Time seems to slip and drule
I want to call and talk to you
But you are so far away
If only I could whisper hello
It would make my day
I know my thoughts seem crazy
Being apart from you
But now I sit here hoping
That soon we will be two
Just you and I
And me and you
Sounds refreshing to the soul
Again I sit here hoping that I would win you in full
I don't feel sorry
Nor should I
I shouldn't feel sorry
Don't ask me why
I shouldn't feel sorry
For what I believe
I shouldn't feel sorry
Those words I can't retreave
I shouldn't feel sorry
Because I love this man
I shouldn't feel sorry
For being creative with my hands
I don't feel sorry
For following my dreams
I don't feel sorry
For being an artist as it seams
I will never be sorry for who I am
I wont turn away God's brilliant plan
I will never be sorry for being me
As strange as I am it's me who you meet
To wrap up all things that I have to say
I am not sorry for who I am today!
I hope that I didn't just miss it
The chances that we had together
The moments just seemed to slip away from me
Was I always this much under the weather?
You always came up to me
Smiled and looked me in the eye
I thought that maybe you would see
The secerets I keep which make me cry
You're golden hair
You're interesting way
Always made me want to stay
Why is this summer so unfair?
I realize how much that I want you
I want you holding me in you're arms
I realize now how much I need you
I need you now....
I don't understand
I thought this was easy
I know this sounds cheesy
I love you...
I didn't want to say it
I hope that we make it
I knew that my words were few
I love you....
I was in denial
I thought we were friends
It was futile
I love you...(To the earths ends)
I don't know what else to say
I hope that I didn't slip away
Life seems wonderful and fray
I love you...
I feel like
Kicking and screaming,
Throwing things against the wall,
Crying,
Pacing,
Clenching my fists,
Baring my teeth,
Glaring at anyone,
And everyone,
Showing no mercy,
Yelling,
At the top of my lungs,
Flailing my arms like a child,
Shaking my head violently,
Going crazy,
Losing sleep,
Pulling my hair out,
Punching walls,
Kicking doors,
Breaking down
All because I'm
Missing you.
Memories
Don't go away
Don't fade away
Can't take them away,
Nothing you can do.
They stay with you,
Always,
Hold on to them
Stick with you,
Like glue.
Nothing can change them,
Or erase them,
They just don't go away
Or stay away
Unless you
Blow them away.
With a subtle wink,
he has the power,
to bring Sirens to their knees.
With a passing glance,
angels fall to earth,
and lose their halos.
With a snap of his finger,
he can turn stubborn men,
into willing drones.
With a twisted smile,
he has the ability,
of turning saints into sinners.
With a small nod,
he can turn goddesses,
into powerless humans.
With his smooth charm,
he can leave an enchantress,
entranced and spellbound.
With a soft sigh,
he can lead simple-minded fools,
into a deadly snare.
With strings in hand,
he controls the world.
That's the power of Damian's Dance.
Sweet thoughts of you, screamed into silence,
Cold, lonely nights, end in calm violence.
What can I do? What can I say?
To make the pain all go away...
You took me
By the hand
You made me
Understand
You led me
By the heart
And kept me
From the dark.
But since then, I can't stand,
The lies and, the scheming.
Sweet thoughts of you, screamed into silence,
Cold, lonely nights, end in calm violence.
What can I do? What can I say?
To make the pain all go away...
I kept you
In my heart
I loved you
From the start
I thought we'd
Never fight
But then you
Stole my light.
The madness, the screaming,
The fighting, the bleeding
Poetry is my favorite thing to write although I am on a roll with my short story. I love to dance and I am currently studying english as some of my college classes.
Favourite Visual Artist
Jesus
Favourite Movies
National Treasure, Harry Potter, and Dead poets soceity
There once was a girl who liked to write
When it came to poetry she was pretty tight
She knew how to rhyme
In the nick of time
But when sharing her poetry she's given a freight!
I write the thoughts written on my soul
I write them down in letters gold
I write them until the pen runs dry
I write them to be seen by any eye
I write what I truly care
I write what others wouldn't even dare
I write what matters most to me
I write about YOU, why can't YOU see?
I write till there's nothing left to write
I write into the deep hours of the night
I write my soft swift flowing dreams
I write when things aren't as they seem
I write a poets true desires
I write when I can't say what I mean
I write until I need to scream
I write...down my own thoughts and dreams
I write until I have no more
I write behind locked
These past couple of weeks have been full of suprise's! I'm trying to find out if someone likes me in class just by watching how he acts. I will have so many more poems to write if he does like me. Life is full of inspiration! <3